Episodes

Is He Still Good If It Doesn't Work Out the Way I Wanted? What happens when you prayed, believed, waited—and the outcome still wasn't what you hoped for? When the door stays closed. When the relationship doesn't recover. When the diagnosis doesn't change. When the opportunity goes to someone else. In those moments, disappointment can quietly challenge what we believe about God and leave us asking, “Is He still good if He doesn't give me what I wanted?” In this episode of Purpose of Heart: The...

Have you ever believed that God can do something, but quietly wondered if He will do it for you? Maybe you've watched someone else receive the healing, restoration, relationship, opportunity, breakthrough, or answered prayer you've been asking God for—and you find yourself wondering, “Am I the exception? Did I hear wrong? Is it really going to happen for me?” In this episode of Purpose of Heart: The Podcast, Priscilla Allman explores the tension between believing in God's power and trusting H...

What does it really mean to trust God when you don't know how things will turn out? In this episode of Purpose of Heart: The Podcast, Priscilla Allman explores the difference between being secure in God and placing our peace, identity, or confidence in the outcomes we hope for. We may pray boldly, prepare diligently, and hope expectantly—but true surrender means releasing what was never ours to control. Drawing from Scripture, this episode looks at how God invites us to move from “What if?” t...

What if the greatest answer to your prayer isn't what God gives you—but who He is shaping you to become? In this episode of Purpose of Heart: The Podcast, Priscilla Allman explores the often-overlooked truth that answered prayers require preparation. While we naturally pray for open doors, greater influence, healing, provision, purpose, or deeper relationships, God is equally concerned with developing the character, capacity, and spiritual maturity needed to sustain those blessings. Through b...

Life has a way of pulling our attention in a hundred different directions. Between responsibilities, deadlines, expectations, and the constant demands of everyday life, it's easy to drift without even realizing it. In this episode of Purpose of Heart: The Podcast, Priscilla Allman invites you to pause, breathe, and intentionally realign your heart with God. Realignment isn't about striving for perfection—it's about returning to the One who never stopped inviting you back. Together, we'll explor...

In this powerful episode of Purpose Apart: The Podcast, host Priscilla Allman sits down with faith-driven speaker, author, and advocate Rachel Richardson for a deeply moving conversation on trauma, redemption, forgiveness, and the transforming power of God’s grace. Rachel shares her raw and unfiltered testimony—from a childhood marked by instability, abuse, and early life challenges, to teen pregnancy, toxic relationships, and ultimately a life-altering moment that led to her incarceration for ...

Have you ever prayed faithfully for something, only to watch life unfold in a completely different direction? Maybe you prayed for healing, restoration, clarity, or an open door—but instead found yourself facing uncertainty, delays, or disappointment. In this episode of Purpose of Heart: The Podcast, Priscilla Allman explores what it means to trust God when life doesn't look like what you prayed for. Together, we'll look at how God meets us in our disappointment, why His plans often unfold diff...

Life isn't always one emotion at a time. Sometimes the very season you've prayed for arrives while you're still carrying the weight of loss. You may be celebrating a new beginning while grieving an ending, embracing an answered prayer while missing someone who should have been there to witness it. In this heartfelt episode of Purpose of Heart, Priscilla Allman explores the tension of holding both joy and grief at the same time. Through Scripture and practical encouragement, she reminds us tha...

Have you ever found yourself wondering, "What happens now?" Whether you're standing at the beginning of a new season, facing an unexpected change, or waiting for direction, uncertainty can leave you feeling anxious and overwhelmed. But Scripture reminds us that we never walk into the unknown alone. In this episode of Purpose of Heart The Podcast, Priscilla Allman explores the comforting truth that God always goes before His children. Together, we'll discover how His presence brings peace, His...

In this powerful and deeply moving episode of Purpose of Heart: The Podcast, Priscilla Allman sits down with J.D. Tremblay—integrated engineer, ultra-endurance triathlete, and one of only three people in the world to complete the Epic DECA. But beyond the accolades lies a testimony that will stir your spirit. J.D. opens up about a childhood marked by bullying, family instability, and a rigid understanding of faith that lacked relationship. What began as rule-following and survival eventually b...

What if starting over isn’t a sign of failure, but an invitation to step into something new with God? In this episode of Purpose of Heart, Dr. Priscilla Allman explores the courage it takes to begin again after disappointment, setbacks, mistakes, or seasons of drifting. Whether you're facing a major life transition, rebuilding after loss, or simply sensing God calling you into a new chapter, this conversation offers biblical encouragement and practical hope for the journey ahead. Key Topics C...

Have you ever found yourself saying, "Why do I keep ending up here?" Maybe it's the same unhealthy relationship pattern, the same reaction during conflict, or the same decisions that lead to disappointment. While it can feel discouraging, God's Word reminds us that our past does not have to determine our future. In this episode of Purpose of Heart, Dr. Priscilla Allman explores practical, biblical steps to break unhealthy cycles and begin walking in the freedom and transformation God desires ...

In this powerful episode of Purpose of Heart: The Podcast, Priscilla Allman explores what it truly means to choose obedience over outcome. So often, we find ourselves hesitating—not because we don’t hear God, but because we fear what will happen next. This episode unpacks the tension between faith and control, reminding us that God never called us to carry the weight of results—only to walk in obedience. Through biblical truth and heartfelt encouragement, you’ll be reminded that clarity often f...

In this episode of Purpose of Heart, Priscilla Allman explores the powerful truth that God often meets us most deeply in our weakest moments. In a world that constantly pressures us to appear strong and have everything together, this conversation offers a reminder that weakness is not something God rejects — it is often the very place where His grace, strength, and presence become most evident. Through Scripture and biblical examples, this episode encourages listeners to stop hiding their strug...

In this episode of Purpose of Heart, Priscilla Allman explores what it truly means to live with eternity in view while navigating a world driven by urgency, visibility, and temporary success. With a grounded, Scripture-centered perspective, she unpacks how shifting your focus from what is seen to what is eternal can steady your heart, clarify your decisions, and anchor your peace. Through biblical insights and practical reflection, this episode challenges you to reconsider where you place your ...

What do you do when life no longer looks the way you planned? The timeline changes. Doors close. Relationships shift. Opportunities disappear. And suddenly, the story you imagined for yourself begins to unfold differently than expected. In this episode of Purpose of Heart, Priscilla Allman explores what it means to trust God when He rewrites the story. Through biblical examples like Joseph, Peter, Ruth, and Esther, this conversation reminds us that what feels like delay, disappointment, or deto...

There are seasons in life that feel like night—long, uncertain, and heavy with questions we don’t always have answers to. In this episode of Purpose of Heart Podcast, Priscilla Allman reflects on the powerful promise found in Psalm 30:5—reminding us that while weeping may endure for a night, joy is still on the way. This conversation creates space for the reality of difficult seasons—moments of grief, waiting, disappointment, and silence. But it also gently anchors you in truth: the night is ne...

In this tender and faith-filled episode of Purpose of Heart Podcast, Priscilla Allman opens up a powerful conversation about healing from past hurt—the kind that lingers quietly beneath the surface and shows up when we least expect it. If you’ve ever tried to move forward while carrying emotional pain, this episode will meet you right where you are. Through biblical truth and heartfelt encouragement, you’ll be reminded that God sees your pain, cares deeply about your healing, and is actively wa...

Some stories are easy to tell. Others carry layers of silence, pain, and moments no one else ever saw. In this deeply moving episode of Purpose of Heart: The Podcast, I sit down with trauma coach and international speaker Christina Balzani, who courageously shares her journey as a survivor of childhood sexual abuse—and how God transformed her pain into purpose. From years of silence and internal struggle to a powerful encounter with Jesus that changed everything, Christina opens up about heal...

What comes to your mind when you hear the word “Father”? For some, it brings comfort. For others, it carries questions, distance, or even pain. In this episode of Purpose of Heart Podcast, Priscilla Allman gently unpacks how our earthly experiences can shape the way we see God—often without us even realizing it. Through Scripture and reflection, she invites you into a deeper understanding of who God truly is: a loving, present, compassionate, and faithful Father. One who is not distant or hard ...

Some of the hardest battles we face aren’t visible—they happen quietly within our thoughts. In this episode, we explore the internal voices that shape how we see ourselves: the ones that whisper “you’re not enough,” replay past mistakes, or push us into comparison. But what if those voices aren’t telling the truth? Through Scripture and reflection, this conversation invites you to shift your perspective and begin seeing yourself through God’s eyes. Because how you view yourself influences eve...

Have you ever said something in the moment… and wished you could take it back? In this insightful and grounding episode of Purpose of Heart, Priscilla Allman explores the hidden cost of emotional reactivity — those fast, instinctive responses that feel justified in the moment but often leave behind regret, tension, and disconnection. Through honest reflection and biblical wisdom, this episode challenges the idea that reacting quickly is a sign of strength. Instead, it reveals the quiet power ...

In this powerful and faith-filled episode of Purpose of Heart, we dive into the quiet struggle many believers face—control. Not the obvious kind, but the subtle, internal need to manage outcomes, predict the future, and protect ourselves from uncertainty. Through heartfelt reflection and biblical truth, this episode explores what it truly means to choose trust over control. Anchored in Proverbs 3:5-6 (NKJV), you’ll be reminded that God never asked you to understand everything—He asked you to tru...

Are you in a season where life feels quiet, slow, or even overlooked? In this powerful and deeply encouraging episode of Purpose of Heart, Priscilla Allman unpacks the truth about hidden seasons—those moments where it seems like nothing is happening, yet God is doing His most profound work. If you've ever felt unseen, delayed, or discouraged by the pace of your life, this conversation will remind you that God’s silence is not His absence—it’s often His preparation. Through biblical insight, p...